[pensamiento] cold

i want to feel the cold wind again

a black hole of eternity

a smile that fades to obscurity

another pointless hour of insecurity

where are you in my time of need?

where are you when i want to feed?

the war is over & the wind rises

I feel the cold touching me

but it's not him i wanna feel

it's your touch i need

is your body next to me,

your body i miss

the wind stops & everything turns black

i see you by my side

you smile back at me, & i wake up

it's a dream that leads to misery

a reality check & a goodbye i can't process

i go back to sleep

back to the eternal black hole

while my face fades into a black stare